I am by no means a professional at meditation. I like to meditate when I can, to try and figure out how to take my life to the next level. Sometimes when I meditate, minor petty issues I’m dealing with at the moment distract me from thinking about the big picture. One trick I want to share in this post is the I am happy, I am healthy, I am wealthy strategy. You can substitute those words for any words that work for you. When I’m trying to meditate and I’m distracted from meditating because I have a lot of errands to handle like most of us, I will slowly repeat those words. I am happy. I am healthy. I am wealthy. I am a billionaire. I have financial freedom. For me, it works. It blocks out the errands that are distracting my meditation and allows me to focus on the big picture ideas that will hopefully help direct me towards my goals.
Disclaimers: Results are not guaranteed. All information is subject to change. Use this information at your own risk. I’m not a doctor. If you have specific questions, speak with a doctor.
I’ll say the phrases over and over, either out loud or in my head. I am happy. I am healthy. I am wealthy. It gets me centered. Then I can direct my attention/mind in the right direction for me. A lot of the time when I’m trying to meditate lying down I fall asleep. Not all the time, but the majority of the time. I like to meditate in a bath or a shower. That is my absolute favorite time to meditate. Laying in bed or on a couch practicing meditation is fun too. The only issue is I eventually fall asleep. I like to share any idea that works for me in the hope that I will inspire people in any small way that might help in one way or another. You can also search the phrase meditation music on YouTube. They have a lot of music labeled meditation music. I have found a few relaxing music meditation videos that I enjoy.
While I’m on a roll, I also like to search the web and pretend I have a billion dollars to spend. I think about what I would do to help people, things I would purchase, and where I would live. I’ll go onto various residential real estate websites and search through the most expensive homes for sale in New York City. In a perfect world, I will own several homes in New York City and Long Island, New York where I’m from. I would like to own a few full-floor condos with open views. I would also like to own a few townhouses so I can have my own building. Once I have all that and I can test them out, I’ll learn what type of living has the best vibe for me. Townhouse, hi-rise or combination of the two.
I think about companies I would start, lawyers I would hire, and various ways I will spend my time if I had millions or billions of dollars. I also focus on how I can maximize my current situation with the limited resources I have. My goals are to reach financial freedom, have a positive impact on society, and earn billions of dollars. I have absolutely no idea what the effects of mediation are, I just know that I like it.
People I know from New York pay the NYPD to torture me. The NYPD has regular people who work for them off the books pick fights with me, tease me, attack me, destroy my property, and harass me while the NYPD supervises. I don’t react. I just let them harass me. The NYPD has made me homeless. They tried to set me up and have me locked up but it didn’t work. The NYPD was successful in making me homeless.
I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t party. I eat healthily. I go to school. I’m making the best of it. When its cold outside I have to sleep in chairs on the subway platform. Most homeless people like to sleep on the subway, I believe because it’s heated. I don’t sleep on the trains, I’d rather sleep in chairs on the subway platform. I usually sleep in chairs on the subway platform in Midtown or on the Upper East Side.
The NYPD has their civilian sabotage team harass me constantly. They will have girls and women they use to set people up sit next to me and pretend like there is something going on when I’m trying to mind my own business and sleep. The NYPD will plant drug paraphernalia and alcohol bottles around me and take pictures. The NYPD will also have people kick me and slam into me when there are security cameras everywhere.
I was just written a ticket for sleeping on the subway platform at the new subway station on East 86th Street and Second Avenue. One thing I find strange is that the Police officer from NYPD Transit District 4 asked me what my old addresses were. The Police officer wrote the address 153 East 67th Street, New York, NY, 10065 on the ticket. I never lived at that address. God only knows why they wrote that address. These are the types of scams the NYPD and New York law enforcement run on me non stop. They also wrote I refused to give my mobile phone number when I was never asked. The NYPD already has my mobile phone number, why would I refuse giving it to them?
I have contacted dozens of New York City government offices to report the NYPD harassing me. It’s been made very clear they are not going to help me at all. I’m not giving up and I’m making the best of the situation. Hopefully one day the NYPD will stop torturing me or I will get an apartment so I’m not such an easy target for them. I have stopped eating in restaurants because the NYPD has had multiple restaurants tamper with my food. I only purchase food at supermarkets. The NYPD has also had several girls and women try and hook up with me to set me up and I turned them down. Now they have young girls cut me off and slam into me while recording me with their cell phone while I’m minding my own business. I have called to report it thousands of times, unfortunately the New York City government lets the NYPD do whatever they want. Whenever there is evidence against the NYPD or New York law enforcement, they destroy it. They can care less about the Bill of Rights and the Constitution. It’s a big joke to them. Thank you for reading and have a good day.
I’ve had it good and bad. Currently, I’m dealing with a mess of epic proportions. Before I get into the mess, I want to share positivity. Regardless of how bad you might have it, you only have one life to live. Make the best of it. Why do certain people have relatively easy and carefree lives to live and others are dealing with hell seven days a week? I have no idea. I guess the world is like that for some reason.
Before I go any further. Disclaimers: Use this information at your own risk. I’m not a doctor. I’m not a lawyer. Results are not guaranteed. All information is subject to change.
My opinion is do not turn to smoking, do not turn to alcohol, do not turn to partying, and try to eat as healthy as possible. When the future is uncertain, people might stop taking care of themselves. Believe me, you want to live. The older you get the more you realize you want to stick around on this earth as long as possible. I’m 43 years young and I want to live regardless of how much negativity I have to deal with on a daily basis.
I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t party. I eat healthily. I started out life in a decent place. Nassau County on Long Island. I went to Hewlett High School and I grew up in Woodmere, New York. I didn’t have any money growing up but my family took care of everything. Food, clothes, etc. I never had a great relationship with my parents. About 10 years ago my life was turned upside down. I was providing web marketing services for companies and everything was moving in the right direction. The sky was the limit. Hopefully, it still is.
To make a long story short people I know paid the NYPD and New York law enforcement to torture me. Thank God I do not have a criminal record. If I had a criminal record before the people who I know paid the NYPD to torture me, I would be in prison right now. I’m always polite to everyone in person, including the Police, even though they torture me. There is no point in giving people a reason to lie and say you’re out of control. When I was growing up I would see people complain about the Police on TV every once in a while. Now that I see first hand how dirty the Police play I can not believe it. The average person has no idea how evil the Police are. Of course, if you have an emergency call 911. Just because this is my experience doesn’t mean it will be yours. I’m just making the point that the Police will set you up in a New York minute regardless if you are innocent or not and not lose one second of sleep about it.
The reason I share this with you is that I know others have it as bad as me. You might be living in an unsafe situation, you might be broke, you might be in a shelter, you might be homeless, you might be in a relationship that isn’t beneficial for you. I’m not sure about other states but as evil and corrupt as New York is they do have a lot of services if you go bust financially. They have food stamps, cash assistance, shelters, job placement, free job training, free clothes from churches, and things like that.
I’m homeless right now. I was assigned to a homeless shelter in Jamaica, Queens. I wouldn’t go back there if you offered me $10 million dollars to sleep there for one night. That’s not because the shelter was so bad, it is because the Police were harassing me there 24-7. I’m a Midtown and Upper East Side person. I sleep in chairs on the subway platform when its cold and I sleep on benches outside when it’s warm. Come to think of it there were some shootings around the shelter in Jamaica, Queens. Still, besides the Police and their civilian sabotage team harassing me, I felt safe. On a scale of one to ten of safety, I felt like a six.
The library has free computers to use. There are benefits from the government. If money is not the issue, I’m telling you right now think long term. All the stuff in the news about global warming and climate change might be real but it doesn’t mean throw your life away. Believe me, rich people aren’t. I was watching videos on YouTube about the effects of alcohol and smoking on the body. For the most part, the effects are negative. There are videos also saying how a little bit of alcohol is beneficial for the body. Again, I’m not a doctor. Talk with a doctor if you want specifics. I stay away from alcohol, I don’t drink at all. In my opinion, it’s a waste of money.
If you are frustrated, make the best of it. Seek out the help you need. Again, I’m not sure about other places, in New York there is a lot of support available for people. For example, I get food stampes, cash assistance, student loans, and additional benefits. It’s not that much in total but it’s enough to survive. I’m broke and homeless and I’m going to college. I’m making the best of my situation.
If you are comfortable or rich and you are having problems don’t throw your life away with partying. I promise you, you will regret it. My dream is financial freedom. I want to have a nice secure place to live. Money for food. I want to be able to spend my time how I desire without having to work a job I don’t want to do just to survive. In a perfect world, I’d like to blog, vlog and work on my startups.
The Police and their civilian sabotage team tease and harass me constantly. I’m not turning to drinking or smoking. I don’t fight back either. The other day I was attacked by someone who works for the Police. She started pushing me around the subway and stole my brand new unlimited monthly MetroCard out of my wallet. If I would have fought back there would be ten witnesses saying I started it. That I know for a fact. I went to the NYPD 17th Precinct for a Police report and they said no. Big surprise.
At the end of the day, you have to make the best out of your situation. To everyone who is trying to lift themselves up out of a nightmare situation all over the world don’t give up. I am rooting for you. Don’t throw your life away. I have seen numerous people throughout the years lift themselves up from almost nothing and now they are living comfortable and productive lives. Time is going to fly regardless. Do everything you can to set yourself up for a better life and at least you can say you tried. Don’t sabotage yourself because of frustration.
I’m working on a startup to try and create jobs and opportunities for people. The plan is to give people the ability to sell products locally that are for the most part being sold in stores. I want to supply products to individuals that are in high demand. For example, shirts, pants, dress socks, sports socks, underwear, and other products that I work out are legal to sell. The aim is to provide local sellers with various products that are the same quality as you find in stores for less money. People can sell products from their homes, from tables on the sidewalk, from churches, and other places we figure out.
Before I go any further, disclaimers: Use this information at your own risk. Results are not guaranteed. All information is subject to change. I’m not an attorney. This is not an investment opportunity. This is a high-risk startup.
I’m going to have attorneys guiding me to make sure I follow the laws and limit liability. My thought process is if I remove the retail rents that companies have to pay from transactions, I can sell products at a lower price. In addition to retail rents, stores have to pay insurance, electricity, the staff, and additional bills. If I provide the products directly to local independent contractors or small business owners, I remove a lot of the overhead. I buy sports socks all the time and they are expensive. I think the cost is about $10 and up for 6 pairs of sweat socks.
What is the actual cost of the socks? Let’s say I can get the same exact socks for $1 for six pairs. I sell them to my network for $3. Then they sell them to the public for $5. I have no idea what the actual numbers are. I’m using socks as an example. The numbers seem reasonable. I will go through thousands of products to figure out what has the best margins and is in the highest demand. Would you rather buy products from local people and support the local economy, while simultaneously saving money for the exact same quality items? Or would you rather buy the same products from a company where the majority of the money goes to a billionaire somewhere and they can care less if you drop dead?
There is nothing wrong with working for minimum wage. I’ve done it. Most of us have done it. The minimum wage and slightly above should not be the only option. This country was founded on small businesses. I want to help create thousands of small businesses. People who can make their own hours, work for themselves, and build up their own clientele. There are too many areas where everyone is living check to check, working for a huge company for minimum wage. The employees are replaceable in one second flat and in some cases the big company can care less about them.
I’m trying to figure out how to remove the big company from the equation. Let’s remove the huge corporation from the picture. While we are at it, let’s remove the retail rent and landlord from the transaction. Those two alone are a massive expense. Add in insurance and other bills and I will be able to prove my sellers the opportunity to sell awesome products into the community for lower prices than they are paying now.
I want to provide people the opportunity to be their own boss. I want to help people save money on items that are almost mandatory to buy. Why do I need a huge corporation to purchase socks? They are making them all over the place. Factories can’t unload them fast and cheap enough. Most factories would rather do business with a fair person like me instead of a large corporation putting them under pressure the whole time.
Of course, this is in the early stages and I’m going to have to work out all the details. If this startup by some miracle works, the large companies who I take workers and sales from are going to have me put under a microscope by the government and law enforcement. I’m ready for it and I’m prepared for it. You see little guys like me pop up and start talking about change. The next thing you know they are hauling the person to prison. That is not going to happen with me.
I’m the perfect person to run this operation. I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t party. I don’t date. I have no criminal record. I don’t do anything illegal. I do everything by the book. I want to have a positive impact on society. I love everyone. I always act like the Police, FBI, and IRS are watching my every move. In my humble opinion, everyone should act like that. Who wants to lose sleep that something you did in the past is going to be discovered. The government and law enforcement has unlimited technology and resources.
Why would anyone give to my crowdfunding for nothing in return? The reason is that she or he believes in my mission. Without knocking anyone too much, I believe people need more options. You have multi-billion dollar companies working on high-tech solutions to the future’s problems. What about all the people who are broke, living check to check, and working in dead-end jobs right now? What happened to the American Dream? Is the best we can figure out for everyone is to work for a huge company for minimum wage?
I want to give people something to get excited about. I want to analyze everything that people buy and figure out the best products we can sell locally without the stores and large corporations. There can be the main website that lists the sellers who want to be listed, where they are located, what products they have and things like that. I’m working on getting it off the ground. If I remove the retail rent, the landlord, the huge corporations, the waste, and mailing things one at a time back and forth, I believe people are going to pleasantly surprised at the real cost of items. I wouldn’t sell my soul for all the money in the world. I’m a good person. I want to have a positive impact on society. I want to try and make as many people happy as possible. I’m trying to figure out how to create opportunities for people who no one else is thinking about. We are allowing big corporations to take all the money out of our communities and getting nothing in return. I don’t buy into that system. Thank you for reading and have an amazing day.
If everyone is seeing this message and it’s not directed towards me then great. Please let me know in the comments. Also, I just left a post on the YouTube help community forum. I know the rules of the Internet and social media. I don’t understand why I’m getting this message. On Facebook, Twitter, and Linkedin I can see all my activities. Meaning I can go back and look at all the comments left from my account. I don’t believe I can see the comments left from my account on YouTube.
I want to make blogging and vlogging my full-time job. I would not jeopardize that by leaving inappropriate comments under anyone’s videos. If I don’t like a video, I keep it to myself. I only leave comments when I have something positive to add. You can look at my Twitter right now and see I never leave any negative comments on anyone’s posts or profile. If this warning is there to remind everyone not to leave bad comments OK. But if this warning is being shown on my profile because there have been negative comments from my account I would like to know.
I grew up around rich people and some of them pay the New York City Police Department and other law enforcement to tease, harass, and sabotage me. They go into my email and various social media accounts and impersonate me when I’m sleeping. They are able to do it because I have been homeless for the past five years. I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t party. I have no criminal record. I’m just broke with bad credit. Also, the Police sabotage every move I make. People think all homeless people are bad and it’s not true. There are a lot of normal and hard-working homeless people. I’m a full-time student and I’m trying to make it on the Internet.
Any time I try and record a vlog the Police will have people start yelling curses and blasting music to ruin my video. Anyway, I can’t stop the Police from going into my account. I would like to know what negative comments have been left from my account if any. I have a feeling there must have been some negative comments or why else would I keep seeing this notification? If it wasn’t for the Police sabotaging me, I would be in the millions of views right now. Instead, I have 1,000 views on my channel and the Police are leaving negative messages from my profile trying to get me kicked off of YouTube. They are that petty and then some.
With the little money I have, I subscribed to the student version of YouTube premium and regular Google G Suite. That is how important the Internet is to me. If anyone has any ideas please let me know. Thank you.
When I showed up to the Precinct I thought the door was locked. I tried to open it and it wouldn’t open. Then a Police officer came over and opened it. There was something making the door very difficult to open. When I walked into the precinct there was another person talking with the officer at the front desk so I sat on the bench. I was patiently waiting for my turn to explain why I was there. I was looking at schoolwork on my phone and eating almonds with no salt so I wasn’t making a mess.
I am always very careful about how I act when I’m in a Precinct. They have security cameras video recording the lobby. Because it’s me, they are looking for any little thing to discredit me. The reason is that people I grew up with pay the top law enforcement in New York to torture people, including me. They have had several women try and hook up with me to set me up. They also have women and men try and pick fights with me all the time. Sometimes they will slam into me, they will sneeze directly into my face over and over and of course cough in my face.
While I was waiting a few Police officers came around the desk. They were very rude and honestly, I got the impression if I didn’t leave quickly they were about to grab me. The Police officers from the NYPD 17th Precinct made it very clear they were not going to help me. The Police officer at the front desk was occupied. The three officers who traveled around the desk were looking at me like they were about to physically grab me. I have been physically thrown out of at least three other NYPD Precincts so it’s not that I’m making any of this up.
I have gone for Police reports at the NYPD 108th Precinct, NYPD Midtown South, NYPD Midtown North, NYPD 19th Precinct. NYPD 10th Precinct, NYPD 6th Precinct, NYPD 1st Precinct, and others. My civilian enemies who pay them have me shut down at every single NYPD Precinct that exists. The NYPD all commits crime together, that’s a fact. Thank God I have no criminal record. I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t party. I don’t date. I eat healthily. I never eat at restaurants. That’s another blog post.
People have broken several of my laptops and the NYPD 17th Precinct denied me Police reports for that too. I had pictures of the laptop broken. Also, I respectfully told the officer that the insurance company is not asking for the Police report. I just want to document that people I grew up with are constantly harassing me and destroying my property. If you look at my blog there are a lot of negative articles like this about how I’m being treated in New York City. I want to write about other topics but I also want to document the constant abuse I’m dealing with.
I’m in the process of suing the NYPD. I try to keep the best records possible. I recorded the following details about the Police report I was denied tonight.
NYPD 17th Precinct.
February 15, 2020.
Denied Police report for woman attacking me in the subway.
I was at the Precinct at 6:00 PM.
The Police officer who denied me the Police report is 25318. That is his badge number.
The following is a email I sent to the United States Postal Inspection Service.
Greetings USPS / United States Postal Inspection Service,
People I know pay the NYPD and New York law enforcement to torture me. It has been going on for a decade. One thing they do is throw my mail in the trash. They throw mail I send in the trash and they throw mail sent to me in the garbage. I’m going to purchase some type of mailbox rental in the next few months. In the meantime, I’m using the free mail acceptance at the James A. Farley Station.
James A. Farley Station
New York, NY
I have a question. If by mistake someone sends my mail to this address would it be a problem?
James A. Farley Station
New York, NY
Basically, if the person sending me the mail forgot to put my last name first and first name last would that result in my mail not being delivered?
A company mailed me an envelope to the above address and it was lost. I believe it was stolen because my mail keeps disappearing over and over. There was an insurance check for a few hundred dollars in the envelope. The NYPD and New York law enforcement go wild when I get my hands anywhere near a penny. Even though they destroy all my property anyway, they don’t like me touching money. They knew I was expecting a check because they have me under 24-7 surveillance.
I don’t have any criminal record, nor do I do anything illegal. They don’t care because they are being paid to harass me. They know I don’t do anything illegal. The Police have civilians who work for them, women and men, try and pick fights with me constantly. They make it very clear they are following me around. A person who works for the NYPD also stole my brand new unlimited monthly MetroCard. I reported it to the NYPD 17th Precinct and of course, they would not write up a criminal Police report. They would only write up that I lost the MetroCard.
Another situation where I highly suspect the NYPD and New York law enforcement stole my mail is on two or three occasions when I had to send paperwork, not money, to the IRS. I always use my debit card when I go to the post office so there is evidence that I was there. After months or a year of going back and forth with the IRS, I finally made an appointment to visit the IRS office located downtown in New York City. I hand-delivered the paperwork and now they have it.
Another instance of when I suspect the NYPD and New York law enforcement stole my mail involved the Human Resources Administration (HRA). I’m not sure what post office I sent the mail from, although I can look it up because I used my Chase Bank debit card. For this instance, I paid extra to send the paperwork certified mail. Needless to say, the paperwork never made it to HRA and I had to visit the HRA office over and over to fix the issue.
I have two more checks being mailed to the James A. Farley Station address. One is from the insurance company and another one is from the college I attend. If there is anything anyone can do to please have the NYPD and New York law enforcement stop stealing my mail I would appreciate it.
If you require any further information please send me an email.